I can't exactly make this terribly long. So much is going on... Eddie is still supposedly two weeks away from giving birth, but at her last visit her doctor said she could have our little one (she's actually quite large... Mum told Eddie that's generally how Malone children are)at any moment. Mum is going to fly out and stay with us for the first ( Read more... )

I've always wanted to have a family of my own. It's part of why finding out about my son was so crushing at first- knowing I'd had that possibility taken from me. But then Eddie came into my life. I fell in love, I gained a son... It was something completely unexpected. I hated MTV for intruding into our lives, for thrusting drama onto us. Don't ( Read more... )

Sunday is Mother's Day, at least for Mum. Usually I just call, order flowers, send a gift, something of the sort. I'll still do the same this year, but I think I'm also going to do something for rockin_by. And I think I'm going to try and keep up with celebrating both Mother's Days for her. I'm going to try and have the two holidays have different ( Read more... )

I was told I needed to document me actually wearing my Christmas present from Marshall.

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I've been getting texts from my eldest son all day. Initially he said it was because he wanted to see if I was alright today. He apparently watched the fucking BBC  documentary and found out Andy died on Boxing Day. But after about the third message he told me he'd been grounded for the rest of his holiday break. He said it was because he was ( Read more... )

I've spent three afternoons with my son. Tomorrow morning, I'll be flying back to Los Angeles, with the actual possibility of having him come visit once his school is out for the summer ( Read more... )

I am at this moment infinitely grateful for in flight Wi-Fi on planes. I'm not sure where we are right now, the person on the window seat has the shutter closed. Yes, I fly coach just like the rest of you. I'm surprisingly not rolling in cash. My parents footed the bill for our wedding because they are well off. For any TMZ reporters or lawyers ( Read more... )

In a week I'll be in London, where my oldest son will meet me and know who I am for the first time.

I'll be leaving the woman I married less than a month ago. I'll be leaving the son I'm in the process of adopting. All because I was told this was the best time for him.

It makes sense, I suppose. But I'm do bloody infuriated with how this happened. ( Read more... )

Coming home was incredibly difficult. Add to that the damn place goes up in flames days after we return. Every single member of this family has uttered "We should never have left" at least once.

This family. Saying the words still makes me awestruck that it's actually happened. rockin_by and I got married on Saturday the 18th of November. It was a ( Read more... )

So last we'd mentioned rockin_by and I were getting married in January. But the venue had some scheduling conflicts so things got moved up... which is why we haven't exactly had time to announce the change ( Read more... )